CHAPTER IX (51)
THEIR brother's wedding day arrived; and Oz
and Spike felt for him probably more than he felt for himself, but since
happiness rendered him feckless and souless, this was only to be expected.
The carriage was sent to meet them at ----, and they were to return in
it by dinner-time. Their arrival was dreaded by the elder Mr. le Bloddys,
and Oz more especially, who gave Angelus the feelings which would have
attended himself, had he been the culprit, and was wretched in the thought
of what his brother must endure.
They came. The family were assembled in
the breakfast room to receive them. Smiles decked the face of Mayor Wilkins-le
Bloddy as the carriage drove up to the door; his wife looked impenetrably
grave; his sons, alarmed, anxious, uneasy.
Angelus's voice was heard in the vestibule;
the door was thrown open, and he ran into the room. His father stepped
forwards, embraced him, and welcomed him with rapture; gave his hand to
be stabbed with an affectionate smile, to Faith, who followed her lord;
and wished them both joy with an alacrity which shewed no doubt of their
happiness.
Their reception from Mrs. Joyce le Bloddy,
to whom they then turned, was not quite so cordial. Her countenance rather
gained in austerity; and she scarcely opened her lips. The easy assurance
of the young couple, indeed, was enough to provoke her. Spike was disgusted,
and even Mr. le Bloddy was shocked. Angelus was Angelus still; untamed,
unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. He turned from brother to brother,
demanding their congratulations; and when at length they all sat down,
looked eagerly round the room, took notice of some little alteration in
it, and observed, with a laugh, that it was a great while since he had
been there.
Faith was not at all more distressed than
himself, but her manners were always so pleasing and five by five, that
had her character and her marriage been exactly what they ought, her smiles
and her easy address, while she claimed their relationship, would have
delighted them all. Spike had not before believed her quite equal to such
assurance; but he sat down, resolving within himself to draw no limits
in future to the impudence of an impudent woman. He blushed, and
Oz blushed; but the cheeks of the two who caused their confusion suffered
no variation of colour.
There was no want of discourse. The bride
and his father could neither of them talk fast enough; and Faith, who happened
to sit near Spike, began enquiring after her acquaintance in that neighbourhood,
with a good humoured ease which he felt very unable to equal in his replies.
They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the world. Nothing
of the past was recollected with pain; and Angelus led voluntarily to subjects
which his brothers would not have alluded to for the world.
"Only think of its being three months,''
he cried, "since I went away; it seems but a fortnight I declare; and yet
there have been things enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when
I went away, I am sure I had no more idea of being married till I came
back again! though I thought it would be very good fun if I was.''
His mother lifted up her eyes. Oz was distressed.
Spike looked expressively at Angelus; but he, who never heard nor saw any
thing of which he chose to be insensible, gaily continued, "Oh! mamma,
do the people here abouts know I am married to-day? I was afraid they might
not; and we overtook Willahamina Harker in her curricle, so I was
determined she should know it, and so I let down the side-glass next to
her, and took off my glove, and let my hand just rest upon the window frame,
so that she might see the ring, and then I bowed and smiled like any thing.''
Spike could bear it no longer. He got up,
and ran out of the room in a flury of leather; and returned no more, till
he heard them passing through the hall to the dining parlour. He then joined
them soon enough to see Angelus, with anxious parade, walk up to his father's
right hand, and hear him say to his eldest brother, "Ah! Oz, I take your
place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married man.''
It was not to be supposed that time would
give Angelus that embarrassment from which he had been so wholly free at
first. His ease and good spirits increased. He longed to see Ms. Olivia,
the Walshes, and all their other neighbours, and to hear himself called
"Mr. Faith'' by each of them; and in the mean time, he went after dinner
to shew his ring, and boast of being married, to Mr. Holtz and the two
housemaids.
"Well, papa,'' said he, when they were
all returned to the breakfast room, "and what do you think of my wife?
Is not she a charming woman? I am sure my brothers must all envy me. I
only hope they may have half my good luck. They must all go to Palm Springs.
That is the place to get wives. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all
go.''
"Very true; and if I had my will, we should.
For Faith is a jim dandy fine young woman. But my dear Angelus, I don't
at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?''
"Oh, lord! yes; -- there is nothing in
that. I shall like it of all things. You and mama, and my brothers, must
come down and see us. We shall be at Newcastle all the winter, and I dare
say there will be some sparring matches, and I will take care to get good
partners for them all.''
"I should like it beyond any thing!'' said
his father.
"And then when you go away, you may leave
one or two of my brothers behind you; and I dare say I shall get wives
for them before the winter is over.''
"I thank you for my share of the favour,''
said Spike; "but I do not particularly like your way of getting wives you
daft ponce.''
Their visitors were not to remain above
ten days with them. Ms. Faith had received her commission before she left
Los Angeles, and she was to join her regiment at the end of a fortnight.
No one but Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy regretted
that their stay would be so short; and he made the most of the time by
visiting about with his son, making much of his new daughter, to whom he
gave a splendid dagger, and having very frequent parties at home. These
parties were acceptable to all; to avoid a family circle was even more
desirable to such as did think, than such as did not. Plus, there was sparring
and when you're a Le Bloddy, fighting is comfort food.
Faith's affection for Angelus was just
what Spike had expected to find it; not equal to Angelus' for her. He had
scarcely needed his present observation to be satisfied, from the reason
of things, that their elopement had been brought on by the strength of
his love, rather than by hers; and he would have wondered why, without
violently caring for him, she chose to elope with him at all, had he not
felt certain that her flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances;
and if that were the case, she was not the young woman to resist an opportunity
of having a companion.
Angelus was exceedingly fond of her. She
was his dear Faith on every occasion; no one was to be put in competition
with her. She did every thing best in the world; and he was sure she would
kill better than any body else in the country. And a great many more details
about chains tham Spikey thought were entirely necessary.
One morning, soon after their arrival,
as he was sitting with his two elder brothers, he said to Spike,
"Spikey, I never gave you an account of
my wedding, I believe. You were not by, when I told papa and the others
all about it. Are not you curious to hear how it was managed?''
"No really,'' replied Spike; "I think there
cannot be too little said on the subject you big Champion you.''
"La! You are so strange! But I must tell
you how it went off. We were married, you know, at St. Long Beaches, because
Faith's lodgings were in that parish. And it was settled that we should
all be there by eleven o'clock. My aunt and uncle and I were to go together;
and the others were to meet us at the church. Well, Monday morning came,
and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid, you know, that something would
happen to put it off, and then I should have gone quite distracted. And
there was my uncle, all the time I was dressing, preaching and talking
away just as if he was reading a sermon. However, I did not hear above
one word in ten, for I was thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Faith.
I longed to know whether she would be married in her black leather pants
which fit her so finely.''
"Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as
usual; I thought it would never be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand,
that my aunt and uncle were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them.
If you'll believe me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I
was there a fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or torture, or any thing.
To be sure Los Angeles was rather thin, but, however, Caritas was open.
Well, and so just as the carriage came to the door, my aunt was called
away upon business to that horrid woman Mrs. Lilah. And then, you know,
when once they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so frightened
I did not know what to do, for my aunt was to give me away; and if we were
beyond the hour, we could not be married all day. But, luckily, she came
back again in ten minutes' time, and then we all set out. However, I recollected
afterwards that if she had been prevented going, the wedding need not be
put off, for Miss Buffy Summers might have done as well.''
"Miss Buffy Summers!'' repeated Spike,
in utter amazement.
"Oh, yes! -- she was to come there with
Faith, you know, But gracious me! I quite forgot! I ought not to have said
a word about it. I promised them so faithfully! What will Faith say? It
was to be such a secret! Then again, maybe there will punishments. Mmmmm.''
"If it was to be secret,'' said Oz, "say
not another word on the subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further.''
"Oh! certainly,'' said Spike, though burning
with curiosity; "we will ask you no questions.''
"Thank you,'' said Angelus, "for if you
did, I should certainly tell you all, and then Faith would be angry. Mmmm.
Angry Faith.''
On such encouragement to ask, Spike was
forced to put it out of his power, by running away.
But to live in ignorance on such a point
was impossible; or at least it was impossible not to try for information.
Miss Buffy Summers had been at his brother's wedding. It was exactly a
scene, and exactly among people, where she had apparently least to do,
and least temptation to go. Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid
and wild, hurried into his brain; but he was satisfied with none. Those
that best pleased him, as placing her conduct in the noblest light, seemed
most improbable. He could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a
sheet of paper, wrote a short letter to his uncle, to request an explanation
of what Angelus had dropt, if it were compatible with the secrecy which
had been intended.
"You may readily comprehend,'' he added,
"what my curiosity must be to know how a person unconnected with any of
us, and (comparatively speaking) a stranger to our family, should have
been amongst you at such a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand
it -- unless it is, for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which
Angelus seems to think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied
with ignorance.''
"Not that I shall, though,'' he added to
himself, as he finished the letter; "and my dear uncle, if you do not tell
me in an honourable manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and
stratagems to find it out.''
Oz's delicate sense of honour would not
allow him to speak to Spike privately of what Angelus had let fall; Spike
was glad of it; -- till it appeared whether his inquiries would receive
any satisfaction, he had rather be without a confidante.
CHAPTER X (52)
SPIKE had the satisfaction of receiving an
answer to his letter as soon as he possibly could. He was no sooner in
possession of it than, hurrying into the little copse, where he was least
likely to be interrupted, he sat down on one of the benches and prepared
to be happy; for the length of the letter convinced his that it did not
contain a denial.
"Riverside-street, Sept. 6.
MY DEAR Nephew,
I have just received your letter, and shall
devote the whole morning to answering it, as I foresee that a little writing
will not comprise what I have to tell you. I must confess myself surprised
by your application; I did not expect it from you.
Don't think me angry, however, for I only
mean to let you know that I had not imagined such enquiries to be necessary
on your side. If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my impertinence.
Your aunt is as much surprised as I am -- and nothing but the belief of
your being a party concerned would have allowed her to act as she has done.
But if you are really innocent and ignorant, I must be more explicit.
On
the very day of my coming home from The Ubiquitous Warehouse of the Le
Bloddy's, your aunt had a most unexpected visitor. Miss Buffy Summers called,
and was shut up with her several hours. It was all over before I arrived;
so my curiosity was not so dreadfully racked as yours seems to have been.
She came to tell Mrs. Jenny Giles that she had found out where your brother
and Ms. Faith were, and that she had seen and talked with them both; Faith
repeatedly, Angelus once.
From what I can collect, she left the San
Francisco Bay Area only one day after ourselves, and came to town with
the resolution of hunting for them. The motive professed was her conviction
of its being owing to herself that Faith's worthlessness had not been so
well known as to make it impossible for any young man of character to love
or confide in her. She generously imputed the whole to her mistaken pride,
and confessed that she had before thought it beneath her to lay her private
actions open to the world. Her character was to speak for itself. She called
it, therefore, her duty to step forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil
which had been brought on by herself. If she had another motive,
I am sure it would never disgrace her.
She had been some days in town, before
she was able to discover them; but she had something to direct her search,
which was more than we had; and the consciousness of the was another reason
for her resolving to follow us. There is a gentleman, it seems, a Mr. Lindsey,
who was some time ago governors Mr. Summers, and was dismissed from his
charge on some cause of disapprobation, though she did not say what. He
then took a large house in Edward-street, and has since maintained himself
by letting lodgings.
There Mr. Lindsey was, she knew, intimately
acquainted with Faith; well who isn't, and she went to him for intelligence
of her as soon as she got to town. But it was two or three days before
she could get from his what she wanted. He would not betray his trust,
I suppose, without bribery and corruption, for he really did know where
his friend was to be found. Faith indeed had gone to him on their first
arrival in Los Angeles, and had he been able to receive them into his house,
they would have taken up their abode with him. At length, however, our
kind friend procured the wished-for direction. They were in ---- street.
She saw Faith, and afterwards insisted on seeing Angelus. Her first object
with him, she acknowledged, had been to persuade him to quit his present
disgraceful situation, and return to his friends as soon as they could
be prevailed on to receive him, offering her assistance, as far as it would
go. But she found Angelus absolutely resolved on remaining where he was.
He cared for none of his friends; he wanted no help of hers; would not
hear of leaving Faith. He was sure they should be married some time or
other, and it did not much signify when.
Since such were his feelings, it only remained,
she thought, to secure and expedite a marriage, which, in her very first
conversation with Faith, she easily learnt had never been her design. She
confessed herself obliged to leave the regiment, on account of some debts
of honour, which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill-consequences
of Angelus's flight on his own folly alone. She meant to resign her commission
immediately; and as to her future situation, she could conjecture very
little about it. She must go somewhere, but she did not know where, and
she knew she should have nothing to live on. Miss Buffy Summers asked her
why she had not married your brother at once. Though Mrs. Joyce le Bloddy
was not imagined to be very rich, she would have been able to do something
for her, and her situation must have been benefited by marriage. But she
found, in reply to the question, that Faith still cherished the hope of
more effectually making her fortune by marriage in some other country.
Under such circumstances, however, she was not likely to be proof against
the temptation of immediate relief. They met several times, for there was
much to be discussed. Faith of course wanted more than she could get; but
at length was reduced to be reasonable.
Every thing being settled between them,
Miss Buffy Summers' next step was to make your aunt acquainted with it,
and she first called in Riverside-street the evening before I came home.
But Mrs. Jenny Giles could not be seen, and Miss Buffy Summers found, on
further enquiry, that your mother was still with her, but would quit town
the next morning. She did not judge your mother to be a person whom she
could so properly consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed
seeing her till after the departure of the former. She did not leave her
name, and till the next day it was only known that a lady had called on
business. On Saturday she came again. Your mother was gone, your aunt at
home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk together. They
met again on Sunday, and then I saw her too. It was not all settled before
Monday: as soon as it was, the express was sent off to The Ubiquitous Warehouse
of the Le Bloddy's. But our visitor was very obstinate.
I fancy, Spikey, that obstinacy is the
real defect of her character, after all. She has been accused of many faults
at different times, but this is the true one. Nothing was to be done that
she did not do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked,
therefore say nothing about it), your aunt would most readily have settled
the whole. They battled it together for a long time, which was more than
either the lady or lord concerned in it deserved. But at last your aunt
was forced to yield, and instead of being allowed to be of use to her nephew,
was forced to put up with only having the probable credit of it, which
went sorely against the grain; and I really believe your letter the morning
gave her great pleasure, because it required an explanation that would
rob her of her borrowed feathers, and give the praise where it was due.
But, Spikey, the must go no farther than yourself, or Oz at most.
You know handsome well, I suppose, what
has been done for the young people. Her debts are to be paid, amounting,
I believe, to considerably more than a thousand pounds, another thousand
in addition to his own settled upon him, and her commission purchased.
The reason why all this was to be done by her alone, was such as I have
given above. It was owing to her, to her reserve and want of proper consideration,
that Faith's character had been so misunderstood, and consequently that
she had been received and noticed as she was. Perhaps there was some truth
in this; though I doubt whether her reserve, or anybody's reserve, can
be answerable for the event. But in spite of all the fine talking, my dear
Spikey, you may rest perfectly assured that your aunt would never have
yielded, if we had not given her credit for another interest in the affair.
When all the was resolved on, she returned
again to her friends, who were still staying at The Bronze; but it was
agreed that she should be in Los Angeles once more when the wedding took
place, and all money matters were then to receive the last finish. I believe
I have now told you every thing. It is a relation which you tell me is
to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not afford you any
displeasure. Angelus came to us; and Faith had constant admission to the
house. She was exactly what she had been when I knew her in Southern California;
but I would not tell you how little I was satisfied with his behaviour
while he staid with us, if I had not perceived, by Oz's letter last Wednesday,
that his conduct on coming home was exactly of a piece with it, and therefore
what I now tell you can give you no fresh pain.
I talked to him repeatedly in the most
serious manner, representing to him all the wickedness of what he had done,
and all the unhappiness he had brought on his family. If he heard me, it
was by good luck, for I am sure he did not listen. I was sometimes quite
provoked, but then I recollected my dear Spike and Oz, and for their sakes
had patience with him. Miss Buffy Summers was punctual in her return, and
as Angelus informed you, attended the wedding. She dined with us the next
day, and was to leave town again on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be
very angry with me, my dear Spikey, if I take the opportunity of saying
(what I was never bold enough to say before) how much I like her. Her behaviour
to us has, in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in The San
Francisco Bay Area. Her understanding and opinions all please me; she wants
nothing but a little more liveliness, and that, if she marry prudently,
her husband may teach her. I thought her very sly; -- she hardly ever mentioned
your name.
But slyness seems the fashion. So pray
tell, have you built a shrine to her yet in the accepted fashion, with
that picture you purloined and mayhap a glove or lock of hair like in that
amusing Pope Poem. Pray forgive me if I have been very presuming, or at
least do not punish me so far as to exclude me from the estate of B. I
shall never be quite happy till I have been all round the park. A low phaeton,
with a nice little pair of ponies, would be the very thing. But I must
write no more. The children have been wanting me the half hour. Yours,
very sincerely,
R. Giles.''
The contents of the letter threw Spike
into a flutter of spirits, in which it was difficult to determine whether
pleasure or pain bore the greatest share.
The vague and unsettled suspicions which
uncertainty had produced of what Miss Buffy Summers might have been doing
to forward his brother's match, which he had feared to encourage as an
exertion of goodness too great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded
to be just, from the pain of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest
extent to be true! She had followed them purposely to town, she had taken
on herself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a research;
in which supplication had been necessary to a man whom she must abominate
and despise, and where she was reduced to meet, frequently meet, reason
with, persuade, and finally bribe, the woman whom she always most wished
to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to her to pronounce.
She
had done all this for a boy whom she could neither regard nor esteem. His
heart did whisper that she had done it for him. Me. Me. ME. But it was
a hope shortly checked by other considerations, and he soon felt that even
his vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on her affection for
his -- for a man who had already refused her -- as able to overcome a sentiment
so natural as abhorrence against relationship with Faith. Brother-in-law
of Faith! Every kind of pride must revolt from the connection. She had,
to be sure, done much. He was ashamed to think how much. But she had given
a reason for her interference, which asked no extraordinary stretch of
belief. It was reasonable that she should feel she had been wrong; she
had liberality, and she had the means of exercising it; and though he would
not place himself as her principal inducement, he could, perhaps, believe
that remaining partiality for his might assist her endeavours in a cause
where his peace of mind must be materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly
painful, to know that they were under obligations to a person who could
never receive a return.
They owed the restoration of Angelus, his
character, every thing, to her. Oh! how heartily did he grieve over every
ungracious sensation he had ever encouraged, every saucy speech he had
ever directed towards her. For himself he was humbled; but he was proud
of her. Proud that in a cause of compassion and honour, she had been able
to get the better of herself. He read over his uncle's commendation of
her again and again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased him. He was even
sensible of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly
both he and his aunt had been persuaded that affection and confidence subsisted
between Miss Buffy Summers and himself.
He was roused from his seat, and his reflections,
by some one's approach; and before he could strike into another path, he
was overtaken by Faith.
"I am afraid I interrupt your solitary
ramble, my dear brother?'' said she, as she joined him.
"You certainly do,'' he replied with a
smile; "but it does not follow that the interruption must be unwelcome.''
"I should be sorry indeed, if it were.
We were always good friends; and now we are better.''
"True. Are the others coming out?''
"I do not know. Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy
and Angelus are going in the carriage to Sunnydale. And so, my dear brother,
I find, from our aunt and uncle, that you have actually seen The Bronze.''
He replied in the affirmative.
"I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet
I believe it would be too much for me, or else I could take it in my way
to Newcastle. And you saw the old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds,
he was always very fond of me. But of course he did not mention my name
to you.''
"Yes, he did.''
"And what did he say?''
"That you were gone into the army, and
he was afraid had -- not turned out well. At such a distance as that, you
know, things are strangely misrepresented.''
"Certainly,'' she replied, biting her lips.
Spike hoped he had silenced her; but she soon afterwards said,
"I was surprised to see Summers in town
last month. We passed each other several times. I wonder what she can be
doing there.''
"Perhaps preparing for her marriage with
Mr. de Principal,'' said Spike. "It must be something particular, to take
her there at the time of year.''
"Undoubtedly. Did you see her while you
were at Napa? I thought I understood from the Giles' that you had.''
"Yes; she introduced us to her brother.''
"And do you like her?''
"Very much.''
"I have heard, indeed, that he is uncommonly
improved within the year or two. When I last saw him, he was not very promising.
I am very glad you liked him. I hope he will turn out well.''
"I dare say he will; he has got over the
most trying age.''
"Did you go by the village of Kympton?''
"I do not recollect that we did.''
"I mention it, because it is the place
where I would have served as the Slayer. A most delightful place! -- Excellent
graveyards! It would have suited me in every respect.''
"How should you have liked slaying?''
"Exceedingly well. I should have considered
it as part of my duty, and the exertion would soon have been nothing. One
ought not to repine; -- but, to be sure, it would have been such a thing
for me! The excitement, of such a life would have answered all my ideas
of happiness! But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Summers mention the
circumstance, when you were in Sacramento?''
"I have heard from authority, which I thought
as good, that it was left you conditionally only, and at the will
of the present patron.''
"You have. Yes, there was something in
that ; I told you so from the first, you may remember.''
"I did hear, too, that there was a time,
when slaying was not so palatable to you as it seems to be at present;
that you actually declared your resolution of not being the Slayer, and
that the business had been compromised accordingly.''
"You did! and it was not wholly without
foundation. You may remember what I told you on that point, when first
we talked of it.''
They were now almost at the door of the
house, for he had walked fast to get rid of her; and unwilling, for his
brother's sake, to provoke her, he only said in reply, with a good-humoured
smile,
"Come, Ms. Faith, we are sister and brother,
you know. Do not let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall
be always of one mind.''
He held out his hand; she kissed it with
affectionate gallantry, though she hardly knew how to look, and they entered
the house.
CHAPTER XI (53)
Ms. FAITH was so perfectly satisfied with
the conversation that she never again distressed herself, or provoked her
dear brother Spike, by introducing the subject of it; and he was pleased
to find that he had said enough to keep her quiet.
The day of her and Angelus's departure
soon came, and Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy was forced to submit to a separation,
which, as his wife by no means entered into his scheme of their all going
to Newcastle, was likely to continue at least a twelvemonth.
"Oh! my dear Angelus,'' he cried, "when
shall we meet again?''
"Oh, lord! I don't know. Not these two
or three years, perhaps.''
"Write to me very often, my dear.''
"As often as I can. But you know married
men have never much time for writing. My brothers may write to me. They
will have nothing else to do.''
Mr. Faith's adieus were much more affectionate
than her wife's. She smiled, looked handsome, and said many handsome things.
"She is as fine a fellow,'' said Mrs. Joyce
le Bloddy, as soon as they were out of the house, "as ever I saw. She simpers,
and smirks, and makes love to us all. I am prodigiously proud of her. I
defy even Dame Walsh herself to produce a more valuable daughter-in-law.''
The loss of his son made Mayor Wilkins-le
Bloddy very dull for several days.
"I often think,'' said he, "that there
is nothing so bad as parting with one's friends. One seems so forlorn without
them.''
"There is the consequence, you see, Sir,
of marrying a son,'' said Spike. "It must make you better satisfied that
your other four are single.''
"It is no such thing. Angelus does not
leave me because he is married, but only because his wife's regiment happens
to be so far off. If that had been nearer, he would not have gone so soon.''
But the spiritless condition which the
event threw his into was shortly relieved, and his mind opened again to
the agitation of hope, by an article of news which then began to be in
circulation. The housekeeper at the burnt husk of Sunnydale High had received
orders to prepare for the arrival of his mistress, who was coming down
in a day or two, to shoot there for several weeks. Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy
was quite in the fidgets. He looked at Oz, and smiled and shook his head
by turns.
"Well, well, and so Willow is coming down,
sister,'' (for Mr. Olivia first brought his the news). "Well, so much the
better. Not that I care about it, though. She is nothing to us, you know,
and I am sure I never want to see her again. But, however, she is very
welcome to come to the burnt husk of Sunnydale High, if she likes it. And
who knows what may happen? But that is nothing to us. You know, brother,
we agreed long ago never to mention a word about it. And so, is it quite
certain she is coming?''
"You may depend on it,'' replied the other,
"for Mr. Nicholls was in Sunnydale last night; I saw his passing by, and
went out myself on purpose to know the truth of it; and he told me that
it was certain true. She comes down on Thursday at the latest, very likely
on Wednesday. He was going to the butcher's, he told me, on purpose to
order in some meat on Wednesday, and he has got three couple of ducks just
fit to be killed.''
Miss le Bloddy had not been able to hear
of her coming without changing colour. It was many months since he had
mentioned her name to Spike; but now, as soon as they were alone together,
he said,
"I saw you look at me to-day, Spikey, when
my uncle told us of the present report; and I know I appeared distressed.
But don't imagine it was from any silly cause. I was only confused for
the moment, because I felt that I should be looked at. I do assure you
that the news does not affect me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad
of one thing, that she comes alone; because we shall see the less of her.
Not that I am afraid of myself, but I dread other people's remarks.''
Spike did not know what to make of it.
Had he not seen her in The San Francisco Bay Area, he might have supposed
her capable of coming there with no other view than what was acknowledged;
but he still thought her partial to Oz, and he wavered as to the greater
probability of her coming there with her friend's permission, or being
bold enough to come without it.
"Yet it is hard,'' he sometimes thought,
"that the poor woman cannot come to a house which she has legally hired,
without raising all the speculation! I will leave her to herself.''
In spite of what his brother declared,
and really believed to be his feelings in the expectation of her arrival,
Spike could easily perceive that his spirits were affected by it. They
were more disturbed, more unequal, than he had often seen them.
The subject which had been so warmly canvassed
between their parents, about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward
again.
"As soon as ever Willow comes, my dear,''
said Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy, "you will wait on her of course.''
"No, no. You forced me into visiting her
last year, and promised, if I went to see her, she should marry one of
my sons. But it ended in nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool's errand
again.''
Her husband represented to her how absolutely
necessary such an attention would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen,
on her returning to the burnt husk of Sunnydale High.
"'Tis an etiquette I despise,'' said she.
"If she wants our society, let her seek it. She knows where we live. I
will not spend my hours in running after my neighbours every time they
go away and come back again.''
"Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably
rude if you do not wait on her. But, however, that shan't prevent my asking
her to dine here, I am determined. We must have Mr. Long and the Gouldings
soon. That will make thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room
at table for her.''
Consoled by the resolution, he was the
better able to bear his wife's incivility; though it was very mortifying
to know that his neighbours might all see Willow, in consequence of it,
before they did. As the day of her arrival drew near,
"I begin to be sorry that she comes at
all,'' said Oz to his brother. "It would be nothing; I could see her with
perfect indifference, but I can hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually
talked of. My father means well; but he does not know, no one can know,
how much I suffer from what he says. Happy shall I be, when her stay at
the burnt husk of Sunnydale High is over!''
"I wish I could say any thing to comfort
you,'' replied Spike; "but it is wholly out of my power. You must feel
it; and the usual satisfaction of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied
me, because you have always so much.''
Willow arrived. Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy,
through the assistance of servants, contrived to have the earliest tidings
of it, that the period of anxiety and fretfulness on his side might be
as long as it could. He counted the days that must intervene before their
invitation could be sent; hopeless of seeing her before. But on the third
morning after her arrival in Southern California, he saw her, from his
dressing-room window, enter the paddock and ride towards the house.
His sons were eagerly called to partake
of his joy. Oz resolutely kept his place at the table; but Spike, to satisfy
his father, went to the window -- he looked, -- he saw Miss Buffy Summers
with her, and sat down again by his brother.
"There is a lady with her, mamma,'' said
Doyle; "who can it be?''
"Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I
suppose; I am sure I do not know.''
"La!'' replied Doyle, "it looks just like
that woman that used to be with her before. Mrs. what's-her-name. That
short, proud woman.''
"Good gracious! Miss Buffy Summers! --
and so it does, I vow. Well, any friend of Willow's will always be welcome
here, to be sure; but else I must say that I hate the very sight of her.''
Oz looked at Spike with surprise and concern.
He knew but little of their meeting in The San Francisco Bay Area, and
therefore felt for the awkwardness which must attend his brother, in seeing
her almost for the first time after receiving her explanatory letter. Both
brothers were uncomfortable enough. Each felt for the other, and of course
for themselves; and their father talked on, of his dislike of Miss Buffy
Summers, and his resolution to be civil to her only as Willow's friend,
without being heard by either of them. But Spike had sources of uneasiness
which could not be suspected by Oz, to whom he had never yet had courage
to shew Mr. Rupert Giles' letter, or to relate his own change of sentiment
towards her. To Oz, she could be only a woman whose proposals he had refused,
and whose merit he had undervalued; but to his own more extensive information,
she was the person to whom the whole family were indebted for the first
of benefits, and whom he regarded himself with an interest, if not quite
so tender, at least as reasonable and just as what Oz felt for Rosenburg.
His astonishment at her coming -- at her coming to the burnt husk of Sunnydale
High, to The Ubiquitous Warehouse of the Le Bloddy's, and voluntarily seeking
him again, was almost equal to what he had known on first witnessing her
altered behaviour in The San Francisco Bay Area.
The colour which had been driven from his
face, returned for half a minute with an additional glow, and a smile of
delight added lustre to his eyes, as he thought for that space of time
that her affection and wishes must still be unshaken. But he would not
be secure.
"Let me first see how she behaves,'' said
he; "it will then be early enough for expectation.''
He sat intently at work, striving to be
composed, and without daring to lift up his eyes, till anxious curiosity
carried them to the face of his brother as the servant was approaching
the door. Oz looked a little paler than usual, but more sedate than Spike
had expected. On the gentlewomen's appearing, his colour increased; yet
he received them with tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour
equally free from any symptom of resentment or any unnecessary complaisance.
Spike said as little to either as civility
would allow, and sat down again to his work, with an eagerness which it
did not often command. He had ventured only one glance at Summers. She
looked serious, as usual; and, he thought, more as she had been used to
look in Southern California, than as he had seen her at The Bronze. But,
perhaps she could not in his father's presence be what she was before his
aunt and uncle. It was a painful, but not an improbable, conjecture.
Rosenburg, he had likewise seen for an
instant, and in that short period saw her looking both pleased and embarrassed.
She was received by Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy with a degree of civility which
made his two sons ashamed, especially when contrasted with the cold and
ceremonious politeness of his curtsey and address to her friend.
Spike,
particularly, who knew that his father owed to the latter the preservation
of his favourite son from irremediable infamy, was hurt and distressed
to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill applied.
Summers, after enquiring of his how Mrs.
and Mr. Rupert Giles did, a question which he could not answer without
confusion, said scarcely any thing. She was not seated by her; perhaps
that was the reason of her silence; but it had not been so in The San Francisco
Bay Area. There she had talked to his friends, when she could not to himself.
But now several minutes elapsed without bringing the sound of her voice;
and when occasionally, unable to resist the impulse of curiosity, he raised
she eyes to her face, he as often found her looking at Oz as at himself,
and frequently on no object but the ground. More thoughtfulness and less
anxiety to please, than when they last met, were plainly expressed. He
was disappointed, and angry with himself for being so.
"Could I expect it to be otherwise!'' said
he. "Yet why did she come?''
He was in no humour for conversation with
any one but himself; and to her he had hardly courage to speak.
He enquired after her brother, but could
do no more.
"It is a long time, Willow, since you went
away,'' said Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy.
She readily agreed to it.
"I began to be afraid you would never come
back again. People did say you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas;
but, however, I hope it is not true. A great many changes have happened
in the neighbourhood, since you went away. Mr. Walsh is married and settled.
And one of my own sons. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must
have seen it in the papers. It was in the Times and the Courier, I know;
though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, "Lately,
Ms. Faith, Esq. to Mr. Angelus le Bloddy," without there being a syllable
said of his mother, or the place where he lived, or any thing. It was my
sister Giles' drawing up too, and I wonder how she came to make such an
awkward business of it. Did you see it?''
Rosenburg replied that she did, and made
her congratulations. Spike dared not lift up his eyes. How Miss Buffy Summers
looked, therefore, he could not tell.
"It is a delightful thing, to be sure,
to have a son well married,'' continued his father, "but at the same time,
Willow, it is very hard to have his taken such a way from me. They are
gone down to Newcastle, a place quite northward, it seems, and there they
are to stay I do not know how long. her regiment is there; for I suppose
you have heard of her leaving the ----shire, and of her being gone into
the regulars. Thank Heaven! she has some friends, though perhaps not so
many as she deserves.''
Spike, who knew this to be levelled at
Miss Buffy Summers, was in such misery of shame, that he could hardly keep
his seat. It drew from him, however, the exertion of speaking, which nothing
else had so effectually done before; and he asked Rosenburg whether she
meant to make any stay in the country at present. A few weeks, she believed.
"When you have killed all your own demons,
Willow,'' said his father, "I beg you will come here, and shoot as many
as you please on Mrs. Joyce le Bloddy's manor. I am sure she will be vastly
happy to oblige you and she has a fine selection of rocket lauchers and
will save all the best of the covie-demons for you.''
Spike's misery increased, at such unnecessary,
such officious attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present
as had flattered them a year ago, every thing, he was persuaded, would
be hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant, he felt
that years of happiness could not make Oz or himself amends for moments
of such painful confusion.
"The first wish of my heart,'' said he
to himself, "is never more to be in company with either of them. Their
society can afford no pleasure that will atone for such wretchedness as
This! Let me never see either one or the other again!''
Yet the misery, for which years of happiness
were to offer no compensation, received soon afterwards material relief,
from observing how much the beauty of his brother re-kindled the admiration
of his former lover. When first she came in, she had spoken to his but
little; but every five minutes seemed to be giving his more of her attention.
She found his as handsome as he had been last year; as good natured, and
as unaffected, though not quite so chatty. Oz was anxious that no difference
should be perceived in him at all, and was really persuaded that he talked
as much as ever. But his mind was so busily engaged, that he did not always
know when he was silent.
When the ladies rose to go away, Mayor
Wilkins-le Bloddy was mindful of his intended civility, and they were invited
and engaged to dine at The Ubiquitous Warehouse of the Le Bloddy's in a
few days time.
"You are quite a visit in my debt, Willow,''
he added, "for when you went to town last winter, you promised to take
a family dinner with us, as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you
see; and I assure you, I was very much disappointed that you did not come
back and keep your engagement.''
Rosenburg looked a little silly at the
reflection, and said something of her concern at having been prevented
by business. They then went away.
Mayor Wilkins-le Bloddy had been strongly
inclined to ask them to stay and dine there that day; but, though he always
kept a very good table, he did not think any thing less than two courses
could be good enough for a woman on whom he had such anxious designs, or
satisfy the appetite and pride of one who had ten thousand a year.
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